caverns Beginner

I died ingame n hit quit instead of respawn. have been unable to connect to the server ever since. I can connect to any other servers, just not the one I want ,where my home is.also, discord seems to be broken I cannot verify my account at all . I don't understand how this forum works either. I have totally cleaned my machine, have un, and re-installed the game. verified game cache, no problems. I been trying to fix this for an entire day, and I feel like anyone who would help me is on the day one server, where I cannot go. I am losing it